User blog:JediForJesus/Advance Leave Notice

Hello, fellow RP'ers. It pains my heart deeply to come to you today. Now, there's no good way of saying this, so I'll just come right out and say it...

-sigh-

The last few days, I have felt like a burden to other people on the wiki. (Especially you, Vi.) I thought God led me to you for a reason, and maybe He's done with me. But now it feels as if He's pulling me somewhere else. As of June 30, 2012, all of my cats, all of my RP, everything I have done will be null and void. I will be leaving for at least a month, just to get things straigtened out between me and God for what to do. Please do not take this the wrong way. It's not you why I'm leaving, it's me.

P.S.; A personal note to Vi: I have to say this to you. Thank you for everything you have done for me. Even disciplining me in taking away Tangleyes and taking me away from SolarClan. But remember this one thing: Even if you ban me from the wiki, even if you block me from your life, I will always be praying that the Holy Spirit will come upon you. Please embrace it. I didn't know about everything in your life, so please don't get angry at me for that. I have had the bad things happen in my family too. How about losing your own integrity? How about moving to a new house (I know this has happened to you) from the one you lived in all your life? How about losing your own confidence to keep living life? Sorry for getting angry there. But please, forgive me.

Now I have to give a note to everyone out there. I am not leaving because of you. It's God. He's pulling me away from here. But I will always remember you in my prayers.

I leave you with these two videos.



Until next time, fellow RP'ers.

He will never let you go. JFJ 12:34, June 26, 2012 (UTC)