User:Shadowscarxx13

About Me:
Most of the time I am really hard to get along with. I'm ADHD, Bipolar, Insomniac, and possibly schizophrenic. But I try my hardest not to be too much of a jerk. I feel like my life is a trap. I have family, friends who care about me, a loving boyfriend, but I still feel trapped, and frequently depressed. It might just me my bipolar talking, but I wish I could be happy. I feel like my whole life is filled with longing for things I don't have, and I never appreciate the things I do have until I lose them or come close to it. Man, I'm rambling now. You shouldn't have to listen to me complain. I can be difficult and moody, and hard to understand But I am really a good person. I think so, at least. If you can look past my difficulties, then you are a truly good person

I am living two lives It's hard, but I can do it. At the age of seven, I was told when I was going to die The gods (yes, I am a demigod) shared this with me, because Iwas ready to know. Most people aren't, but they thought I was. And yes, of course I am scared to die. But I do not fear death itself. I fear the pain of death. I've almost died twice. I won't tell the story on here. Feel free to ask me on chat if you'd like.

I am strongly against bullying and hate even mentioning it. I have been bullied more than once. So has my best friend She has ADHD too, and can come off as rude if you don't know her well. Sometimes she says things without thinking, and she comes off as mean But I've learned to brush it off. I know she doesn't mean it. I wish more people could look past things like that, and be a little more accepting that some people are different. That is what makes us people. It's what makes us real. Enough inspirational speeches. My profile is long enough as it is

I love to draw but I'm skeptical about its quality (like any artist) I mainly draw anime. I'm trying to do some PMVs and Ihave ideas for AMVs so if anyone wants to animate one for me I'd be happy to let you. Just post something on my talkpage and I'll get back to you ASAP I draw cats and wolves, but I don't think wolves are appropriate for this wiki. Just post on my talk page anything you want to see me draw, and I'll try. And ask for anything I've already drawn, and I would be happy to post it And once I get my Deviantart working again I will post a link to my profile  G'day, everyone.

I will also put a few more drawings on my profile, just so you can get an idea of what I tend to draw, but for any more, just ask. I would be happy to show them.

i also watch a lot of YouTube

And I will edit this in the future But I have a life ( no I don't ) so it might be a while

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 ♪Shadowscar♪  "Death is a mystery that only death itself can unravel, and even then, some secrets remain buried under centuries of lies," —Angel