User blog:Violetofen4/Truth from my own lips.

I would prefer if you read this, and don't be offended. I figured dawning spoke to you all and I should say it myself for a change.

Dead - it is true. I do have a crush on Dead, and have been. Go ahead, laugh at me, I don't really care. It's not going to affect me. Dead, I don't think you understand. The three months you vanished you probably assumed I was neutral. No, I was freaking worried about what happened to you when you vanished the first week. I remember when you came onto chat the first time you came back, and the first thing you said, "Vi, good news, I got a girlfriend!" My heart shattered into a million pieces, all of you can tell me that I am exaggerating. I didn't reply for a good 5 minutes because I was so disappointed and upset. I merely congratulated you and hid my hurt for the next few days. I cried for a very long time. you can ask Dawning. On Xbox I hid my sadness with ongoing chat about various subjects because I was just depressed as a result. I don't want you to blame yourself, I guess you didn't know. I know we're just good friends but...just... never mind...forget it. I'm only a person on a screen and a voice on Xbox right?

Meadow - I want you to know, I do not hate you. I don't. Rather I'm envious of the way you manage to work, make friends, and stay so positive in the darkest of days. That's something I really admire about you. I wish I were like that.

Bird - I look up to you, Bird. I'm serious, and so does the whole wiki. You can deny it all you want, but you have a knack for calming people down. You fight for what you believe on even if its not always exactly correct.

Destiny - I'm sorry I let you down. My personal conflicts got the better of me. I'm sorry I didn't live up to your expectation.


 * -Vi