User blog:.VioletEclipse/An Apology

I'm sorry I was such a horrible person.

This is an open blog. This doesn't refer to just WCRW, but Wikia in general.

I really, really hurt people with the things I've said.

I've sat and pondered about this for years.

I was a troubled person. Immature, not the brightest... I just wanted to be known. I honestly wanted nothing more to be known.

And I made friends. And then I ended up turning them away for something greater. Power. Corruption. I said some things I wish I could take back, I honestly do.

Regret really, really hurts.

The people who I've hurt know who they are.

And I'm really, really, freaking sorry I was such a buttface. If I could spin out every compliment I said about any of you, I could write a whole book on how much I envied every single one of you, for having what I didn't. Compassion, kindness, openmindedness.

I like to think I've reached a stage of maturity where I can look back on my mistakes and improve upon them.

I'm not asking for forgiveness. I said some things I really regret.

But I've come to this conclusion on my own.

I don't think you guys'll see me around anymore, not like I'm active anyways, but Warriors kind of leaves a bad taste in my mouth now...

I'd like to thank you. All of you, old friends, new friends, rivals, enemies... every single user who's interacted with me. Heck, even if I don't know you, you've all helped me steer in the right direction. I like to imagine that if I hadn't come to Wikia I might not have been slapped in the face with reality! That I wasn't doing something right!

And now I intend to make some right. I'm starting here, with this blog post, likely my last on Wikia. And then I'm leaving to do good in other places, all over the USA, the world...

Thank you all.

I wish you all well in your lives, I don't believe in a god, but for those of you who do, I hope he/she/they send you my blessings.

Enjoy your summer!

-VioletEclipse.